I'll make ur head turn.. twice, and if not then three.

Blue Twinkle
The twinkle of his eye
The smile that lifts his cheek
I sigh and wish he was mine
Forever by my side
I cry these tears of sorrow
No, the dream won't ever come true
But I'm still lost in love's surreal
Blue.
                      by: Rebecca Seetahal

Just letting it all out.

My dry mouth makes it hard to swallow as I yell out insanities toward my sibling sitting on the couch. I hate being woken up, it's like a big pms monster just waiting to explode at you. Bam! Just like that, you can't stop me, and the only thing that keeps me down is 3 peat. My life may not be as hard as others, but can't you tell that I'm fragile and weak, so I walk in the clouds searching for my story, my place, my spotlight. Sure that sounds nice, but it's like everyone's on me, holding me back, choking me, fighting me, drowning me to get out of my clouds, cause my dreams wont come true they say. I slash my fist the hardest but I miss and I fall and accept my defeat to everything.


So Yarii and Romeo only lasted 4 or 3 school days of going out. I dont want to be mean to her but I'm just saying that I think he got turned off by her. Because she's bopping around trying to get attention by everyone. And no offence but what the hell was she talking about when she was like oh i'm the queen of the school, and if you dont know that just ask anybody. I'm sorry but if anyone was to come up to me and ask me that, I would have answered hell no, cause she's not. You could tell he got turned off by her, and the whole taking some time off thing was definately a breakup because you cant take a break on a relationship that didnt even last a week. So that was pretty stupid on his part, I'm not on either side because he seemed into her and now it's like a no, and I think it was pussy of him to write it in a letter. But just beacause yarii broke up with him, i'm not going to stop talking to him because he's pretty cool. He kinda scares me though because he's got such piercing blue eyes. Lots of crap happened today. But it's 12:00 am on the dot, so peace.

Skulls is something that caught my attention because it said it was an autographed copy, and so I picked it up looking for the autograph. When I realized what the book was about, I stopped looking for the autograph and started to flip through the pages. This was so amazing to me. Every day of the year he made a skull out of anything he could. Keyboard keys, cooked and uncooked rice, wire, soy sauce; etc.
I decided to do the same thing, but with hearts (since I cant live without drawing em).
Well I'm gonna start with something simple and infact im going to run off right now from dah screen and go make something now. (runs off... *wish me luck*)

Friday October 17th was MTL's Talent Show and it was the hottest one yet. Mostly because there was a rock band, there was shirt ripping, confetti, cupcakes, party string, and lots and lots of dancing, not to mention the ghosts from the past.
^^( I make it sound way too good)^^

The great ones of the show are obviously: Otis the kitty aka P***Y; Myasia; Nayelin; Ana; The Rock Band; Michael; Darrius; Alex; and everybody else.
Of course my body is aching at the moment, I actually tripped yesterday and hit and old guy while doing so. My knee is bruised up pink and blue, its pretty bad
O-O < me after the talent show cause it made me go on EMO status.

Here's what happened today. He he

• 
  So I was lying my head down and this cute kid comes over and he's like "It's not time for sleeping". I'm like whaa? Amalia starts laughing and so we both look back and he's looking back and he's smiling. He he. Nigguh I sleep when I want. That's my block you walking on!.
• "My milkshake brings all the girls to the yard and their like it's better than yours.. hahaha" - Stupid Melvin during Lunch
• BIG ASS JAY! Jay has the biggest and tightest ass I have ever seen and felt. It's so perky too. I just love hitting it. So he goes by big ass jay, and i dont think he minds by being surrounded by all these girls touching him. I'm pretty sure he likes it...
• OMG LEMONHEAD KNOWS OLIVIA LIKES HIM!. How disgusting, but it was about time. I wonder if he likes her back. I'm not sure. We have gym class together, but I dont want to ask him. It's got nothing to do with mee. >.< So happy though. It's about time.. and besides with the whole thing that happened with Adrian, this could be good for her i guess. (flashback) no wait... thats a bad thing.
• I got molested today. LITERALLY. How come when I say that everyone starts laughing and doesnt believe me. But it's true..Platano molested me during gym. I was laughing the whole entire time. He's planing to make a dominican party.. and wants me and yesmin to come to this party on friday. Somewhere near grand concourse.
• So here are the list of people I can't say NO to: Jimmy(chill out chill out) [he's actually pretty cool, i thought he was just a sex maniac.. but theres more to him. thats cool i guess], My first brother Justin. (something about him just makes you want to ya know?) Of course Brendon (just urie.. not the one from school)

Yah dats wut happened. I'm sooo tired. I'm getting sck once again which is really going to suck cause i missed like three days of school because of a cold.

 

= ^-^ = I luvv "Hospital" by The Used.
OMGEE. Brendon is going to take a part of Forgive Durden's new album, it's going to be a musical.
vvv

You guys can also go to this site for the characters and to hear a preview of the songs: http://raziasshadow.com/
I'm sure you guys can't wait as much as I can't. <33
Best part is Brendon Urie is in it <3333.
^^ Heard he's good at kareoke, or however you spell it.

So my friend wants me to get a bf badly. eh. She wants to go bf shopping for me. = I'm not looking forward to this. Although Yesmin said I could get most of the guys I want. Heh.
My mom thinks I still like Melvin. Gosh mom, eyecandy.. duh!. It's called getting prepared for gym and ALWAYS standing behind so you get a good view of that ass. <33 *o* starry eyed surprised. ha!ha!