August 31, 2008Just a few words"You can be my moon, and I can be your sun. You make me get a chill down my spine every time we make accidental contact. You make fall in love when we purposely make contact. __________________________________________________<3 this wont last long. so i'll enjoy it while i can.
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August 27, 2008Songs accompanied with Vodka."SHE WAS MY GIRL" by JERRY CANTRELL Copacetic, calm my frenetic, she's the s**t y'all ~~~~~~~ What are some other great songs that will never be forgotten. This song is shiznitt nigguh. <3 love it.
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August 25, 2008Lets Rock!I've been in a writing mood lately. He he. Yeah well.. Sam and Nikko aren't talking. AB came back from D.R. It's my last week of school and money is tight which means going back to school shopping will be hard because my mind is going to be filled with guilt. I'm guessing Mali's mom is alright. Last time I heard she was doing better. Larissa "Whale" is still in Brazil and having a blast (i'm sure). I wish I was grown up with my dream job which is now different than acting. I want to be a magazine designer or something like that. Some things I'd like to try are these:
Well, obviously i've got more to think about it. But I just like to dream about it i guess. What I want right now though is someone to love. It's been a while. But good guys are hard to find. ;} so ditzyy when it comes to boizz. I NEED A BOYFRIEND. oh well. he he. well, i'm bored. so peace.
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August 21, 2008Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away.My title for this journal happens to be a great song by The Beatles. "Yesterday". The title is also the way i felt yesterday. I wish it hadn't come to an end, because when my friends left, i felt all alone in my house. Feeling so lonely. I called Amalia, but i hung up afterwards, because her mom was going into surgery today. Well, i think i felt a little more weird because i showed nikko THE journal. "Over And Over"
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August 15, 20088th grade drama comes backk??i knew I had to tell him sometime. I mean, we never really sat down and talked. And even then we didn't sit down and talk face to face. He had all these questions for me, and they were based on what David had told him. I simply was mad at the fact that we were so childish back then, but then again it was 8th grade. Stupidity, bunch of kids' stuff ya know?. And i killed myself over after the event had happened because I felt like i had hurt him so much. I don't know what I feel now. Sitting here right now with my kitty in my lap, reading this, I wish me and him were closer. Or maybe i just miss that connection me and Javier used to have. Because, clearly that is lost. And after him I never found someone i could just.. I dunno.. feel the same with. And so i had this fantasy that maybe him and I.. you know could develop that. But now i just realize that's stupidity. Ad I re-read this over, I feel like I sound so old. Well, now i just feel like i'm avoiding the topic so here it goes. 8/13/08 was weird, and seriously twisted. I was talking to Nikko about how his trip to florida went and stuff like that, and outta no where he just started talking about "us" and what we previously had, right?. Kinda weird cause I just wanted that to be over with and done with it. I'm tired of talking about it. But he wasn't like demanding or anything, he was soft with it. Besides, it was time everything went out on the table right?. So he finally knows what went down and everything that happened. And he was telling me like how if that stuff didnt happen, we'd still be together. And i was just like oh god, not again. Besides I know something that he doesnt know that I know. I dont know wanna tell him I know though, because it's kind of private. It's kind of wrong, but oh well. But at the same time, I was talking to him, I was talking to sam, and she kept asking if I was alright. I wonder why. (yes, this means you explain to me why you thought i was acting weird or something). So this was our seconds most real "deep" conversation, and i meantioned the first one while we were talking. I told him about the time i told him that I still like him at the end of 8th grade. I dont know why i did it. But he told Javier. and i knew he told javier because javier told sam, and sam told me. -_- would've been nice not to tell the whole world, nikko. But whatever, nobody really talked to me about it. Supposedlly he said we were the 3rd most known couple but i was like nahh.. i dont think so. He was telling me how much he changed and whatnot. Yeah nikko, pretty much everyone can tell. Well, later on i get a phone call and i hear that sam and nikko are headed my way to my house, and i was flipping out. I was like OMG. So I actually put on makeup, and i tried to smell my best, and look my best, but in the end i looked like crap. if sam ever puts the pictures up, i will too. Jeez i looked terrible. Well.. we went to KFC, MAD AKWARD. But i got used to it later, and we all started laughing, especially with the lizard man.. i just couldnt help but laugh soooo loud. omg that was hilarious. lol
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July 30, 2008going back to RKA, i dunn care who reads this..Okay, it was twelve-ish in the afternoon and I was standing outside of RKA waiting to see old friends that I hadn’t seen in a long time. Well out comes A.B. (flower) with Nikk-OH! By his side. I put away the zune I was jamming to, and I hug Nikk-OH!. He still gives the best hugs for a guy. Behind him comes Javier and Amanda. Which is seriously terrifying. I’m sorry, but she is scary. And how is she going to come and say she hates me, even before she even meets me?. Um no, nobody does that with me. So I instantly got this bad image of her, but I calmed down and I guess I decided to give this thing a shot. Um, forget taking shots. What a bitch. So I hug Javier, and that’s the whole experience with him, because god forbid his girlfriend might eat him whole because she gets jealous. She hates me because I’ve dated Javier before. Big deal, it’s not like I’m going to rub up on your man. And she actually said that too, she said to flower that if she ever caught me rubbing up on her man, she was going to do something. Um, trust me, I’m not after your man. But besides that we started walking and flower did the stupidest thing ever. He ran across these things that hit his balls (if he even has any.. He-he) like super hard. Well Nikk-OH! Started telling me about his girlfriend and how she lied about his “super rich” boyfriend and how half of his body got chopped off by a helicopter. He.. Yeah. So we sat waiting for the bus, while Javier and Amanda went away for some alone time. Nikk-OH! Was complaining about how the bench was so hot. So before I sat down on my bag I took out my pink Barbie sunglasses. (they’re not really Barbie, they just make me feel like Barbie because all you see is like all PINK). So Javier and Amanda came back and Flower was shining his nails and so he started doing Nikk-OH’s nails, and Nikko was like so fascinated. He was like “OMG it’s so smooth” and so they started talking about whether you can smooth some other stuff and what not. Yeah so Flower called Amanda over and he was like “ I think you guys haven’t properly met” We both look at each other and smile and go “HI” then we both look away. Ha-ha. Nice. So Nikko starts poking me, and I try to get away and so I start poking him back and whatnot, so I start hitting him. But he got so strong that it hurt hitting him. I have a secret though about Nikko. Ha-ha. I bet you he already found out. O/////O Can’t keep anything a secret. So we leave I give Nikko a hug and then that was it.
Posted on 07/30/2008 2:00 AM Comments (1)
July 18, 2008Fireflight's "Unbreakable"It's 1:00am in New York City, and nobody is awake. I love this song that I just head recently, (gee, so late) It's called "Unbreakable" and you guys should check it out, the band is Fireflight. ~ o ~ love, audrey <33
Posted on 07/18/2008 10:02 PM Comments (0)
July 16, 20081st journal EntryLet me tell you a little bit about myself to you guys. It's been hard trying to get this whole buzznet thing up and going. But I'm on my way. My name is Audrey, I reside in New York, and I want to start a band. I actually intended to call it The Stilletos. I'm 15, and I attend a theatre school. I want to act on stage, or maybe do acting for film. Either one is good. My obcession is Panic at the Disco. They have been my favorite band ever since I heard their song "But it's better if you do". I remmeber the first time I heard LYing is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off *whoo* I called Brendon "sexy voice dude" cause I didn't know his name. Now I call Brendon by his name or Brennybear, or something gay like dat. I also like to write here's a preview of one i just started to write this very same day. vvvvvvv "It was 5:00 am and I slide onto my chucks. Look in the mirror. I smudge my eyeliner to make it seem like it’s freshly put on. The same way you skip brushing your hair because it doesn’t look knotty, or messy. It’s the same way. I yawn and step outside the tour bus, all parked, and ready to go. Besides everything else, I'm just really obcessed with Cheez-It. I've been to two Panic at the Disco concerts.
Posted on 07/16/2008 11:04 PM Comments (2)
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