I'll make ur head turn.. twice, and if not then three.

Blue Twinkle
The twinkle of his eye
The smile that lifts his cheek
I sigh and wish he was mine
Forever by my side
I cry these tears of sorrow
No, the dream won't ever come true
But I'm still lost in love's surreal
Blue.
                      by: Rebecca Seetahal

Just letting it all out.

My dry mouth makes it hard to swallow as I yell out insanities toward my sibling sitting on the couch. I hate being woken up, it's like a big pms monster just waiting to explode at you. Bam! Just like that, you can't stop me, and the only thing that keeps me down is 3 peat. My life may not be as hard as others, but can't you tell that I'm fragile and weak, so I walk in the clouds searching for my story, my place, my spotlight. Sure that sounds nice, but it's like everyone's on me, holding me back, choking me, fighting me, drowning me to get out of my clouds, cause my dreams wont come true they say. I slash my fist the hardest but I miss and I fall and accept my defeat to everything.


So Yarii and Romeo only lasted 4 or 3 school days of going out. I dont want to be mean to her but I'm just saying that I think he got turned off by her. Because she's bopping around trying to get attention by everyone. And no offence but what the hell was she talking about when she was like oh i'm the queen of the school, and if you dont know that just ask anybody. I'm sorry but if anyone was to come up to me and ask me that, I would have answered hell no, cause she's not. You could tell he got turned off by her, and the whole taking some time off thing was definately a breakup because you cant take a break on a relationship that didnt even last a week. So that was pretty stupid on his part, I'm not on either side because he seemed into her and now it's like a no, and I think it was pussy of him to write it in a letter. But just beacause yarii broke up with him, i'm not going to stop talking to him because he's pretty cool. He kinda scares me though because he's got such piercing blue eyes. Lots of crap happened today. But it's 12:00 am on the dot, so peace.