I'll make ur head turn.. twice, and if not then three.

Well, Misfits played today. I missed it. Besides I was sick. However I couldn't stay at home much longer. I wtched Juno just now and it made me kind of sad. To think that some people shouldnt be parents and stuff. Crap! Which reminds me of that monologue i have got to finish writing for Acting. Eh oh well. Kind of made me want to have a boyfriend. But I know I can't have one at the moment.
I realized I hate going out with my friends. Gee, i sound so loving. But it's true. And this goes out to my female friends cause my guy friends i can take unless they're just dicks and annoying. Like we would just be sitting on the swings or something and a semi cute adorable looking guy would pass by and it seems like everyones hormones are raging, just waiting for their virginity to be gone and in some cases end up preggers or get an STD or just get "lucky" and get some and honestly it's just gross to me right now the whole idea of sex when you're not even fully developed yet. It's kind of sick. Truth is my friends are doing it but some are stil little virgins like me although not all of them agree on my whole staying clean until im married plan. Some dont even think it's going to happen. Shows what true friends i got though. ;[] Guess that whole sex topic has been around me lately. Doesnt bother me that my friends are doing it. It's their lifes. Whatever. Although it does feel a little weird after you know. It's weird because it's like you kind of get images of how it happens but they're not detailed. It's sick yes i know. I have a friend who i thought was the most innocent one in the crew and she ended up losing it first than all of us. ;[] things happen yanoo..?

I would only ever give it up before marriage to a famous person. And only because i doubt I'd EVER see them again.
But I just really really really really really wish it was Brendon from PATD or Kirk from Metallica ;[] meh.